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Sights: The Princess Bride,
Gross Pointe Blank, Monty Python, Say Anything

Sounds: Caedmon's Call, Waterdeep, Jump, Little Children, Peter Gabriel, The Flaming Lips, Neutral Milk Hotel, Old Blind Dogs, The Jeff Greer Band, Jars of Clay, Jason Mraz, Maroon 5, Seven Nations, Dog's Eye View, Legendary Pink Dots, the Gin Blossoms, Del Amitri, and tons and tons more...

Authors: C.S. Lewis, Melanie Rawn, Douglas Adams, Chuck Palahniuk, Patricia Wrede, John Steinbeck, and Stephen Lawhead is rapidly climbing the list...

Interests: Music, reading, writing, singing, and generally being far too solitary for my own good.

Favorite old romance movie: Breakfast At Tiffany's

Favorite smells: Rain, dirt, snow, fresh-cut grass, baby shampoo, mint, garlic, rosemary, basil... pretty much all herbs, and my boyfriend

Favorite holiday: Canada Day

If I was an animal, I'd be a: Penguin. Or kakapo. Some kind of flightless bird.

Marital status: Duh. Spoken for.

Saturday, May 17, 2003
Like Atlas, with panties

I'm in such a crap mood, there's so many huge issues flying through my mind and all I can think is "Eh screw it all to hell". I feel awful about things I've said and thought about so many people, I need to get another job, I need to get a car, I need to get school taken care of, I miss my boyfriend, and my whole future is jumping around and yelling at me to move forward and I can't help but want to run away from it all and play with a bottle of bubbles and a hula hoop and maybe turn back time to when I was 5. And I'm angry with myself for feeling this way. And I'm sad that life isn't simpler. And I wish I was smarter and more fun and more ambitious and a better person, but I'm not and I can't be and that's just life. I just want to go back to a time when I loved myself.

I don't know. Do I think too much? Do I not think enough, it's just the talking that throws me off? Is there really a track that my little lifecar is supposed to be running on, and I've been off it for years without noticing? I have a perfect life. Perfect parents in a perfect marriage, perfect sister, perfect brothers, piano and singing and flute and dancing and fluent Russian, my collection of C.S. Lewis books with worn covers, duct-taped Ruins of Ambrai the cat chewed on, DVDs and a perfect childhood, why should I feel like this? I shouldn't. And I'm angry. And I'm sad. And I don't care.



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Hatful of Rain - Del Amitri

The Silver Hand - Stephen Lawhead

I Love My Geek t-shirt

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